FuyuChild

Clearly I should have learnt my lesson already. Right?
20 years of life and I still am a reckless kid, though. Or maybe I got more careless after graduating?
My deep love for the art of tea should have taught me... But really I pay attention for a short while, get used to the routines, and then wake up when I fail miserably.

Oops, the gaiwan fell. Oh shi---
It broke.
It wasn't expensive... But it hurt. Just like breaking the tea pot my mother gave me.
I'm so sorry, mother!
Ah, should just have gone with the Ceylon Orange Pekoe Matale...

Suddenly I take the tea for granted and it punishes me with bitterness. Got what I deserved, eh?
I can't let my mind wander. I have to focus on the tea. The water, the leaves, the pot.
It's not something I can get away with just with being witty. Unlike in school.

But thank you, woojeon. You let me taste the good memories and sun of early Autumn.
I'll reflect and learn from my mistakes.

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Enough with the dipshittery.
Yes, I am alive.
After upper secondary/high school I studied in Västra Nylands folkhögskola for a year. I studied Swedish language as the main subject, and Intercultural Communication, English communication, French and Italian as side subjects. Then I was accepted to the University of Helsinki, where I study Baltic languages and cultures (aka Latvian and Lithuanian). My main subject is Latvian, but I'll also study Lithuanian.
In fact I took part in the winter course in University of Vilnius and studied Lithuanian for two weeks.
It was great...

Sorry guys for being away for such a long time... I'll reply your messages as soon as possible!
I may come back or then close the whole account.
Most likely I'll come back though, but we'll see. I don't have a scanner so I have to go to Student Nation's library to scan. And I am our subject association's secretary now (plus I probably will have other positions of responsibility coming later on), so......... 

Oh yeah, and I have Pixiv too. I have to update it soon too.

But yeah, thanks for supporting me anyways <3
Your kind words mean a lot to me~!

Long time no see huh?

But most likely I'm gradually coming back, cleaning my inbox and all.

I have started sketching scenes of Helsinki - Budapest Love Story and the characters are, alongside the story, developed at least a bit. And new characters... And latent homosexuality</small> ( I think Kellariperhonen, Hoho-emi-chan and probably Nyyti96 get the joke, ask them )
- "Ákos is way too gentle." (me)
- "Ákos is a loser and a coward." (an acquaintance)
- "JormÁkos all the way!" (Ewo)
- "What the fuck?" (Emi)

Ah, and I've graduated. Yay~

Lots of other stuff, too, but it can wait.
Inb4, Flóra, could you help me out again?

Dear watchers!

As you've probably noticed, I'm not active here anymore. I've noticed it myself as well and I've been thinking, should I even deactivate my account. However, I haven't done it, nor am I going to do it for now. In other words, this account may rest in peace for quite some time.
Still, I'd like to express my deepest apologies and explain my actions.

The main reason for the abandonment of my dA was our scanner. I didn't submit any new drawings, because I got tired of the crappy contrast. Why didn't I just change the settings or something? There's two reasons:

1. I didn't know how.
2. The scanner wasn't bought for my drawings  but for my mother's photographs. That's why I didn't dare to touch its settings.

And yes, I was too lazy to use our local library's scanner.

Then I realised the comments and other messages I had received during my hiatus were accumulating. It wouldn't have been that bad thing, but some comments needed (and still need) longer replies, what I just couldn't, for several reasons, do that time. I feel terribly sorry that the oldest messages are from October 2011 - still without reply.

At first I tried to think I'd come back and be as I used to be before. How wrong I was.

The more I tried to force myself to come back, the more I refused. Somehow I still managed to submit some crap. School, of course, gave me much stress during the second year (not to mention the other projects I had). That stress hasn't decreased now, during my third year. I have my matriculation examination, driving school and other shet that just makes me want to find a time machine.

That's not the only reason, though. I can't draw anymore. Or, I can, but I hate my personal style and how it never turns out I wish - pretty usual problem for artists, as long as I know. On top of that, drawing and music are fighting about my concentration. I want to make music, play and even sing if possible.

Now it's time for the actual apologies and future plans.

Forgive me for ignoring this account so long. The reason I haven't replied to your comments isn't arrogance, I love your messages and although I feel ashamed for my past "artworks" and such, I still appreciate your comments. Thank you for all the favourites and watches, too. And thank you for congratulating messages on my birthdays I always smile like a crazy when I see them. I also would like to apologise for not keeping my promises. The presents I was supposed to draw, never ever got their final form on the paper. That's really unforgivable, I know, but I'm honestly really sorry.

I never knew this childish little profile would get SO many pageviews... Are you guys crazy or something? Oh geez, this is embarrassing! Don't look at those... things I used to draw... I might delete some of them. Then, I might give away some of my groups, but let's talk about that later.

Hopefully this doesn't look like attention whoring to you, because that wasn't my intention. I just honestly wanted to apologise and thank you. Slowly I'll clear my inbox (this one probably increases my inbox count, though ) and everything will be fine, then. Some day you might see something new from me, perhaps?

So, thank you. You're great, keep doing a great job as usual. You've made my experience here very pleasant.

I love you guys.


P.S. Feel free to ask about my other profiles around the web, if you'd like to follow more active account.

Made a Tumblr. Because I can.
talvilapsi.tumblr.com/

The literal part of German was rather... weird... Or actually, the essays were.
I mean, is it really relevant that you are being as exchange student in Germany AND you are writing an e-mail to your German-speaking friend about "I'm sorry what I did and I want to repay it"? YTL, seriously. What IS your problem? Also, "you've got a new pet cat/dog/animal (cats and dogs are not animals, I see) and you're telling about it in Facebook (what the---). Tell how it looks like (why would I tell if I can add a cutesy picture of that sweet little thing?) and ask people to suggest a name for it (dafuq, why wouldn't I come up with a name by myself?!)."

What the actual -----?

Apparently YTL is trying to be modern and fashionable by giving assignments that include SOCIAL NETWORKS and FACEBOOK. I don't even have Facebook.
I know it's important to keep them up to date, but still... ò___o


P.S. I'm a bad girl. I didn't stay there the whole six hours. Anyway, that was my last exam of Matriculation examination in this autumn. Now I can concentrate to more important things *yawn*